le sigh.

I've been feeling very down in the dumps. No matter how I treat people at work tips aren't great, I didn't get my very much needed day vaca to Minneapolis because I was at work for 14 hours with a 20 minute break, and today marked my 1 year anniversary of surgery on my knee that is now worse than it was. I don't know how to dig myself out of this slump. I'm going to an energy healer tomorrow, but then my aunt's all: be careful she doesn't possess your body with negative beings; umm, ok, I'll make sure she doesn't transfer demons into my soul. I'm eating bad and not sleeping right, but who cares because all the hard work I've done hasn't made me feel better, so what's the use? Ugh, seriously, let's get a vacation going here...I need an extreme break from life.

let's not forget.

This week has been filled with tragically sad news and I'm in search of a way to fill these sad days with a light.